If I had only one month to live, I would probably first of all freak out. I would also be upset because I want to do so many things. Then I would realize that I better get over it and do those things, or it is never going to happen because in a month its all over. Besides who whats to leave their upset. I think this is a great blog topic and I cant wait to write about it. So here is what I would do if I found out I had one month to live.
The first thing that I would want to do is read the whole Bible; of course I couldn't do it in one day so I would spread it out over the month, but I would love to read all of God's word even if I didn't have a lot of time to live by it. The next thing I would do is go sky diving. Why would I do this? No, its not like most people just for the heck of it because your dying anyway. I would because Leah and I made a promise a while back that we would go sky diving at 97, but if I only had a month then we I would have to settle for fourteen . I would go on a trip with my family to New York City because I always wanted to go there since I was little. I wanted to live there when I was like six or seven, and I would hate to go out of this world without seeing it. It would also give me a chance to spend time with my family. I would make a album and let it go public before I died so maybe I would become famous after all. It would include a rap by Riki, Jordan, and I and a theme song by Cameron and me. I would LOVE meet the Olsen twins and Oprah. I have loved the Mary-Kate and Ashley since forever and always wanted to be just like them. I have also grown up watching Oprah because after school when I stay with my great-grandmother she watches it, and it has been my dream to meet her. I would fly to some exotic ocean with all kinds of fish, dolphins, squids, octopuses, and things like that. I would take Ayla so we could really swim with all the fish instead of pretending in the reflection fish tanks. I would want to go out and go on a mission trip with a really good cause for a couple of days and make a difference. I would take a two day trip to California with Gayla and Mrs. Lemmon to see all the things Gayla talks about. I would go to a concert since I have never been to one. I think I would go see Paramore, Fall Out Boys, or Taylor Swift. I would fly over the north or south pole to see what they look like because I often wonder. With all these plane rides I would also get to ride in a plane, which I have never done. I would go on a ski trip with my class. I have been skiing before with my church, but I didn't get past green because I goofed off too much. I would go and get on the mountain that I walked down and ski down it. I would take my class to spend time with them because I love all of them and have known some of them since I was four. I would want to tell everyone that even meant anything to me what they meant. I wouldn't leave anything out, and wouldn't care what people thought. I would go and visit a nursing home or a children's hospital and spend all day there just talking. I would have Christmas just one more time with my family regardless or the month or season. Everyday I would watch the sun come up and go down. I would ask the author of the Clique books to let me read the rest or the summer collection ever though she is not releasing them for a while. I would try to break the world record of hula-hooping. (I am really good at it.) I would eat whatever I wanted and try all the foods that I never have. I would give all the money I have been saving up from babysitting, other odd jobs, and holidays to a Locks of Love so it would go to a good use. I think I would get re-baptized even though it is not necessary. I would hope that we would have the school dance before I died, and would dance the night away and have a a blast. I would love to be in Seventeen magizine. Even though I don't play anymore, I would like to pick piano back up and play at my church one Sunday. I would try to get cheerleading tryouts moved up. I wouldn't be upset if I didn't make it; I just want to try out for varsity cheerleading like I always wanted to do. If i made it, I would be ecstatic. I would spend my last days with my love ones. I would have a picnic and pool party on my last day. I would tell everyone I know not to have any regrets about anything having to do with me. I would forgive everyone and ask them to forgive me. I would want no hard feelings or any unsaid feelings. Everyone that a know I would want them to tell me their feelings for me good or bad.I want to go out of the world with a blast and not laying in my bed waiting for it. I would sleep under the stars that night and hopefully die in my sleep.
I would write a will. Here is my will: I would take my clothes to school one day and let people take what the what that way they would always have a way to remember me. Naturally, I would let my sister have the rest of our room. Heather or Leah would get my phone because they are always borrowing phones and need one. I would let Jordan have my Ipod touch because I still haven't wrote down all my songs for her. Heather would get my locker because hers is stuffed, and thing fall on her. I think having two lockers would help. Riki would have my camera since Ryan Franks lost her camera in Louisiana. All of the quilts my great-grandmother has made me would go to John and Tiffany . My mom and dad would have all my Cotton Pickin Fair dolls(as I call them, they are handmade soft bodied dolls, its hard to explain)because they would bring back great memories. I hope all of these things would remind the people of me.
I really liked this blog topic. It really got me to think of the things I want to do. I am not sure if all these things are possible, but it sure would be what I would really want to do. It would be hard if this was a reality. The truth is that most people don't know when they are going to die. They can't plan what they are going to do like this. Death is usually unexpected. I think death wouldn't be so bad if we knew a month in advance, but we don't know. I guess its true; live your life like today is your last.
