A Life of Tommorows

This year is almost over. I am glad. I am sure most everyone is. Today I was thinking about school almost being over and I thought about something. I am almost in the 8TH GRADE. WOW! My life goes by so fast. Even though everyone keeps wanting and wanting the year over with, it being over does not really mean anything. What IS the big deal about it being over? Yes, it does mean summer will be here. But another year will soon start. Then everyone will want that to be over with. But every year is a year gone. They never change. They will go by until I graduate, then to college, then in my career. Time never stops. Why does everyone want a day, week, month, or year over with there will just be another one. Sometimes I think that I am wasting my life. It seems like I am not making my life much of importance. When a year goes by you can never get back. One more year until High School, three until I drive, five until Graduation, the list keeps on going. But why look forward to something so much that you miss right know? Chances are if you are like that to that event when that one comes you will only look forward to the next one and not take in this one. I wonder when I am old and remembering my life what I will remember. Will I remember the 7th grade? That is what scares me am I making enough of my life. Life keeps going on until death. It seems like a lot of people fear death, many do not want to die. I mean who does. But it is funny people keep wanting time go to an event later in their life closer to their death. It is like they want to get closer to dieing. After you die some people will go to heaven. That is the best ever. But you do not go around hearing many people saying "I can not wait to die" on a regular bases like you hear "I can not wait for summer."