Keep Your Head High There are People Who Would Kill to See You Fall

Sometimes when people say things to you that are mean or say things behind your back they just want you to mess up. People want you to start believing it. They are usually jealous for some reason or another and they don't want you to do better than them. If you let them get to you then you are just doing what they want you to do. Instead you should not fall in their trap. If they are trying to be mean resist it and make them the one that suffers. Do not let someone take what you have worked for, make them work just as hard to get it. If you let them get the easy way out then they will do it again and hurt someone else. Then there will be another person who suffered and the bad guy wins.If you believe them then you are not confident in yourself. If someone talks about you about things that are not true then they are wanting you to give in and let them win. When they say thing about you that are not true then they are just not sure of them self so they make everyone look bad to make them look better. They do not think that their real self is good enough. There is something that is worrying them about themselves. Do not let people ruin your life that are spending their life trying to make yours horrible. I think that if people would focus on their life then their life would be great. Then they will not have to ruin other peoples life. The bad guys should always finish last until they turn into the good guy.

Rock or Feather

After the ITBS test my class played a game called rock or feather. In the game there would be two choices like a rock or a feather. Then you had to choose which one described you the most. There was one side of the room for one choice and another side for the other. I personally liked the game. It was interesting to hear about what people thought about why the object was like them. It really got me thinking about the way I was. I think it made me stop and think, okay what in that object is like me. I had to think of all my traits and I discovered more than I usually think about. Also, I had to make a choice on which one. I could not just choose both. I had to think about ME. Sometimes it was weird to be on a side with four people and the rest of the class on the other. It also let me see other peoples traits that I have not noticed. Sometimes one side would say stuff and it sounded really good for them but made the other side sound like horrible people. But I also saw you did not necessarily have to like the object better than the other to choose it. It was describing YOU. For example, one was mansion or small country house. Most people choose small country house and talked about a family getting along better, they did not want to live in a big showy house, or people who live in mansions are snobby. I guess in one way it described them. I with a couple of other people choose a mansion and people just assumed it was because we like to spend money. I did not choose it because I personally liked mansion better. I choose it because it had plenty of room to let people in and that was like the way I do not only have certain friends I like to have them all over the place. Another interesting factor is that different people would all have different answers for the same thing. It shows that we had to be creative to come up with a reason on why we picked it. I think that game was a great game and I forgot all about the time while playing it. It was something I liked to play and I think other people could say the same thing.

Pretty is as Pretty Does!!!

How do I look? I have heard and asked that question many times. I am sure we all have. I think it is okay to care about your appearance. But why are we so obsessed about looking perfectly beautiful. I think it has to do with society. Someone had to start the whole you have to look perfect to be accepted thing. It effects all of us in many ways. Boys in my class likes girls only if they are "hot". They do not care about personality. Girls are always worried about people thinking she is ugly. I personally think it is stupid. Anyways who is to say what beauty is. Everyone is different so you can not just choose one girl and say she is beauty. God made us all looking different. What is the definition of beauty? Everyone is different there no way to know what it is. I saw this video one time it took an average girl it was sped up but it took them 51/2 to make her "beautiful" for a magazine. That was with professional people doing it. Come on those magazines are very deceiving, no one can do that everyday. Another thing I see like 5k girls worrying about being pretty and thin. They say they are going on diets. That is absurd!!! I have saw them saying one girl is prettier than the other and making fun of the "ugly" girl. They are so young. Even this 2 year old I babysit will says that my shoes are cute or point to my hair and say pretty. Then she will ask if hers are cute and pretty. What most people do not think about are people with life threatening diseases and disabilities. I am sure they are not worried about beauty they just want to be normal. If everyone would stop worrying about "prettiness" the world would be a better place. People should look at the inside, your personality. After all pretty is as pretty does.

Is There a Time Machine?

Have you ever wish there was such a thing as a time machine? One that can take you back and you would not make some crazy mistake. Have you ever made a decision on the first emotion you feel when something is happening all to fast? Well I have a lot of times. But one sticks out like a sore thumb to me because it was so resonant. It was one that made my life very different but it will probably not effect me in 10 years but right NOW it does. It has to do with school and friends but I will not point out the exact thing. Although a lot of my friends will figure it out when they read this. It effected most of you too. I wish I could have taken it back. I really do not like change. My decision did not exactly make my life worse it actually made it better. The thing is that everyday is totally new yesterday is like it never happened so you can never rely on that. My routine that I had gotten used to was totally interrupted. I think in the long run I made a good decision but I wish I would have did it a little different. I think my life will turn into a routine all will be forgotten until the next explosion. I guess change is good though it keeps life interesting, but sometimes it happens too fast. Maybe, it is just how I notice it when it is finally over. But one thing is for sure right now tomorrow looks a little cloudy.I really should not fret over these things. My life could be so much worse. I feel bad when I am so selfish. I try not to be, but everyone is every once in a while. Here lately I have been. Think about it there are so many other people who would love to have my life. I worry to much. I will stop now and save it for another blog.

The lady

I think it is a good thing that the lady in the movie we watched had friends. It still was not a good experience but it made it easier. She had someone to live for and to talk to. She had people to share what she was going through. Also, she did not feel so alone. Losing her family had to be hard and she would have someone that she would know would be with her through this hard experience. I know that losing her friend in front of her had to be hard because they became almost family. The other friend losing her after it was all over must have felt like a waste because she tried hard and survived though the ruff times. But when it was time to rejoice it was the end of her life. I guess God planned it that way but both had suffered so much before they died. They learned thing and fulfilled what they were suppose to do in their life. I wonder if God planned the Holocaust, that is what I do not understand. Why does God let horrible stuff happen? The lady in the movie had God with her, everyone did. But the lady in the movie was very lucky. She did not kill herself because she felt her father on her neck like when she made had promise not to do it. I guess that is more a good thing it happened at that time. When she saw the people get killed for running away and she did not do it it was luck and timing. I think all luck is God though.

So SAD!!!

The movie we are watching is so sad. They do not know that is the last time to see most of their family, but it is. Just think out there all alone. The beds were very close. The methods to kill them are so cruel. I do not think I could not take that emotion. All of the dead bodies, with no clothes on. They were so skinny. To think so people think it never happened. All the suffering some the survivor went though, all of their heart ache be something that never happened. If I lived through it I had the mental trauma to live with and that is not the reason you are like that because it never happened. I would not be able to handle it . How could someone not believe something with so much evidence. The explanation is that they died from causes related to a war. That is just so outrageous, that someone could deny something so horrible that someone went though. I think people do not want to face the facts. It goes on all the time. People making fun of someone or talk about someone for the way they are different. I mean everyone has done it at sometime. I have seen it in everyone in my class a lot of the time. Some people are scared it will happen to them or they do not want to admit that they do it. Jesus is the only one that has ever been perfect. How can someone make fun of someone that is how God made them, so you are making fun of God. I am not saying I have not done it because I have. But a lot of people including me need to remember that God made people the way they are.