Is There a Time Machine?

Have you ever wish there was such a thing as a time machine? One that can take you back and you would not make some crazy mistake. Have you ever made a decision on the first emotion you feel when something is happening all to fast? Well I have a lot of times. But one sticks out like a sore thumb to me because it was so resonant. It was one that made my life very different but it will probably not effect me in 10 years but right NOW it does. It has to do with school and friends but I will not point out the exact thing. Although a lot of my friends will figure it out when they read this. It effected most of you too. I wish I could have taken it back. I really do not like change. My decision did not exactly make my life worse it actually made it better. The thing is that everyday is totally new yesterday is like it never happened so you can never rely on that. My routine that I had gotten used to was totally interrupted. I think in the long run I made a good decision but I wish I would have did it a little different. I think my life will turn into a routine all will be forgotten until the next explosion. I guess change is good though it keeps life interesting, but sometimes it happens too fast. Maybe, it is just how I notice it when it is finally over. But one thing is for sure right now tomorrow looks a little cloudy.I really should not fret over these things. My life could be so much worse. I feel bad when I am so selfish. I try not to be, but everyone is every once in a while. Here lately I have been. Think about it there are so many other people who would love to have my life. I worry to much. I will stop now and save it for another blog.